Brog time!

Found my Brog!

This is gonna be fun.

Bookmarked!

It's Times Like These My Mom Should Be Thankful Heroes Isn't Real

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH pissssssssssed off.

It's not even worth being mad anymore! She's obviously too childish to see she's in the wrong.

Oh well.

My eyes hurt from watching so much Heroes. I swear i just about spelled hurt "hirt" and Heroes "Hiros". I am definitely losing my mind.

Which might not be a bad thing. I mean having my head on straight hasn't worked too well for me so far. Maybe being a complete lunatic is where it's at?

Plus I've been watching alot of Star Trek: The Next Generation and CSI: Las Vegas. Which is unfortunate cause it makes me miss Vegas alot. God damn I loved that city! Jesus!

I am so effin tired too. I stayed up til 1:30 playing Diner Dash on my sister's monstrosity of a DS. And my damn foot!

My foot has been all screwed up since Vegas. My big toe has been causing me serious pain since then. Jesus Jesus JESUS.

I hope someone reads this blag.

Dear Vegas, We Regret To Inform You That You Are Too Complicated For Our Tastes

OMGWTFBBQ.

Vegas has to be one of the most confusing cities I've ever had the pleasure of Google Mapping. Why can't the Strip be called the damn Strip!? It's like, east Charleston Boulevard or something like that. God dammit Vegas be easy like the ladies in your wonderful state!

I'm supre disappointed that Gil Grissom won't be there anymore. I was hoping to see him.

BUT I WILL SEE JONATHAN FRAKES. I hope he serenades me and seduces me with his wonderful beard.

But I will have a shitload of fun gallavanting around and STALKING ZQ.








FUCKING JONATHAN FRAKES!

To Russia, With Love

I'm not really sure I understand what happened here.

One minute, best friends. Next, barely aquaintances?

I wanna say there's someone to blame but I don't think there is. I know you're mad at me for something, (I can read blogs.) and maybe you aren't anymore but I still feel it. There's something not right between us anymore, and I want to get rid of it. I still want to be your best friend. I want to be the friend you want to watch star wars with. But I'm not anymore. You can relate to someone better now. You both have things in common I don't have with either of you. But I really wish things were back to the way they were before.

When you talk to me I feel like you're being fake sometimes.

I'm sorry about not going to that birthday party with you. If your family came up from another city I'm sure you wouldn't have gone either.

I didn't get close to the other girls because i wanted to replace you. I still text you and talk to you more than I do them! We're close at work but we barely hang out outside work.

I know all of this sounds creepy and whatnot, but I want things to be the way they were before. I'm upset that all of the sudden there's a little group between the two of you (and I know one of you doesn't like me which doesn't help.) and I'm outside of it.

If you want to talk to me about it, fine.

If not, well at least don't make this another Diane situation.

I don't want to lose you as my best friend.

I miss you.

Anything You Say Can And Will Be Used Against You In A Court Of Law

This little while has been a strange one for me.

I feel like I've been distorting my view of how life should be like. I've put this lovely life of mine up on a pedestal, expecting everything to work out for me without acutally working at it.

I've put myself in a bit of a pickle.

I somehow jsut now realized that relationships of all kinds need work. Friendships, relationships, cargoships. I thought that all the relationships I had would be fine as long I didn't become too bitchy. Well that shit don't fly sister.

I realized this when Michelle came up. I realized how much of a snotty bitch I've been. I actually do regret not seeing her. And same with Jacqueline. Now she's gone back, and I only came out of my stupor today to realize she was here. I seriously need to get my head outta my ass.

Same goes for my relationship with Dorian. This weekend was our two year anniversary. We were fine Friday and Saturday. But come Sunday, our actual anniversary, we were downright mean to each other. I don't know if it was the lack of sleep or the fact that I caught a cold, but it was horrible. I don't ever want it to happen again. Then again, why am I blaming all this on myself?

Regardless, I'm sorry to everyone. It's been a shitty past while for me. Everything'll be fine now. To lighten the mood:

He's totally thinking about me too.

I Rove Brogging!

So I'm just sitting with my little sister again, computing side by each, as we do every week, and I'm really enjoying the sister bonding time. I usually never get to hang out with my sister, what with her stupid friend always being there, whining/complaining about whatever miniscule detail is bothering her at the moment. I'm really sick of that girl. She used to be hilarious, and I could always have fun with her. But now she's this whiny, bitchy, emotionally abusive mess. I'm really sick of the way she treats Jess. I'm gonna pummel her. Her parents are great, but the three children in that family are socially retarded. I mean Jesus.

I really hate when the house is devoid of toilet paper. I mean what do you do!? Drip dry? Shake? Wipe on a towel? Seriously. It's one of those things where you always run out right when the stores close. I swear God sits on His super comfy cloud throne (which is probably made of Cottonelle, or Charmin) and laughs His Holy ass off. Grrr.

I'm seriously trying to think of things to blog about, but I'm coming up with nothing. My life isn't all that interesting. I love my life, and I love it boring. I just have nothing to write about. Oh yeah! Clay Aiken came out finally! I'm so happy for him. It's about time he came out, he needs to start living freely. No gays should be closeted. That saddens me. Be proud of who you are! Gay is awesome!

So all you close-minded Christians: I have two words for you.

FUCK OFF!